My bankroll woes have been an extension of too much pride to move down and/or hitting the tin foil hat cashout curse after needing money for the annual WPBT Holiday Classic last December. Thankfully, my rakeback deal with RakeTheRake.com (tell em Drizztdj sent ya) has helped with the pounding I've been taking at the $100 PLO8 tables. Once in awhile I'll get paid off and all is fine in the world, but for the most part its been bad timing and worst turn and rivers that have me asking myself "should I move down in limits"?

Yes, I talk to myself and find me extremely self-centered about when I talk to myself I only talk about me me me me. Also, for the first time in probably two years, I don't have an online poker account with four figures sitting there, waiting for me to shower the waiting arms of someone who thought it was a great idea to call me down with that inside straight draw. I know sir, you had pot odds according to those fifteen books you authored while 20 tabling $1,000 Sit-and-gos. The news most people are on blogs is "I won this" and "I'm moving up in limits", rarely do you find a wave of words that is brutally honest about their play.

I'll be honest here, I'm losing right now and can't figure out why. But, my stubbornness and maybe a dash of laziness prevent from pouring over hand histories and re-reading some Ray Zee and Krieger. Instead I continue on as planned, until either I'm stuck playing freerolls, or beaming about my recent 4 or 5 figure score.

Tonight the BBT3 enters its 3rd week with the suckout spectacular known as the Hoy. Or maybe I'll stick to knocking down virtual bowling pins and save some cash.